well today was suppost to be my big moving day. but everything has taken a huge turn. my great grandma, jamma, just had a stroke and is in saginaw at the hospital. funny thing, she was suppost to go BACK up north today. another funny thing, i’ll be living in HER house when i move back up north until i get my feet on the ground.
my poor jamma. :/

so i’m jumping in the shower and heading to saginaw for the day. then coming back to grand rapids to pack up and go to petoskey. oh boy. today is going to be one long day.

mandagreen1 asked: Im sorry. Just think youll be away from him soon! I wish there was something i could do to help you right now. :/ Where are you moving to?

thanks. i’m never this emotional type person but i can’t help it right now. :/ i’m moving back up to petoskey. people are great up there and it’s beautiful. i hate downstate. it’s disgusting and the people suck.

mandagreen1 asked: Is there anything that delivers to you? Being pregnant you shouldnt be that hungry. :/

not that i know of honestly. yeah i know. but the dad of the kid/roommate FOR ONE MORE FUCKING DAY doesn’t give a flying fuck. he’s never around. and even when he is, he’s fighting with me. he could care less if i’m laying here starving myself and the kid inside of me. he doesn’t know the first step in taking care of someone.

mandagreen1 asked: Ill send you jimmy johns if there is one around you. Im being serious just give me your info and ill call the place around you and order you something

i don’t even know if theres a jimmy johns around here. i don’t know grand rapids. i live in the ghetto so there probably isn’t one. this place sucks major dick. don’t ever move here.

Anonymous asked: how long have you been pregnant for??

come off anon and i’ll tell you.

my bird, toulouse, is sooo happy right now. he’s singing super loud. i can hear him from across the apartment. :) so adorable.